Ode to Dancing in the Kitchen
A Poem by Finlay MacDonald
Two magpies perch on the washing line,
suspended on their spot in empty space.
 
These days you live within me
trace my shadow, shadow my solitude.
Memories flood through a vacant mind
like letters posted to an empty house:
 
Close your eyes,
take my hand.
 
Moonlight pinned to the wall
haunts our hollow bones
strokes your untouched skin - petals
pale as the page before the poem.
 
One, two. 
One, two.
 
Now we sway beneath a sunrise
which shuffles through a gap in the blinds
and lingers around your thighs
which are not here.
 
And I want you 
to stand with me.
 
To stand at the end of these verses.
To feel the sounds
of these end-stopped lines.
Like the drumming
 
One, two. 
 
of water in the basin
or the slap of bare feet
against kitchen tiles.
Fingers entwine with hair
 
and can you still hear me?
 
which hangs like honey from a spoon
as skin shifts like wings inscribed with scars
dancing in the refrigerator’s glow:
bathed in some cold and messianic light.
 
One, two. 
 
Our silhouette, this swift
stroke on kitchen cupboard canvas
pools beneath the windowsill.
Rots, like raw chicken on the counter. 
 
and are you even listening?
 
But for a moment we exist
outside this room, nestled 
like birds beyond the bookends
of rusting autumn nights.
 
Ice crackles in your wine glass,
and when I open my eyes 
the magpies have flown,
and the day hums on.